While reviewing the scraps of papers that found their way into the folder to be gone through "some day" it was interesting to notice how my thoughts evolved over the years. I've listed the dated ones chronologically to enhance the ability to perceive that evolution.
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For those of you who don't know me personally, a bit of history.
I graduated college in 1981 with a degree in computer science and went to work at the research and development lab for General Electric where my father worked. A few months later I received an invitation to a dinner honoring my father's retirement after 42 years of service. After staring at it for awhile I realized that I was working in the same building where he had worked for 42 years, and the thought of my being there that long was like a slap in the face. I didn't want to die in Scotia NY, and planned my escape. I concluded that I could earn far more money elsewhere and have far more fun. Within a few months I had moved to NJ and started contracting, doubling my salary each of the next three years until the "earn more so you can spend more" spiral became pointless. After being conditioned for decades that my purpose in life was to get a great job and earn lots of money, what was I supposed to do now that I had achieved all of my career goals? I entered a period of wondering that extended ten years. During that time of introspection I explored consciousness and relationships as I sought convincing strategies for deciding what pursuits deserved my energy. |
Then I met my soulmate, and we've been enjoying the infatuation stage ever since. Hopefully I'll get a chance to contribute thoughts from this decade at some point, but I'm far too busy now.
Finally things have calmed down (our son is nearly 5 years old), continuing...
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